they count, too –
haiku moments
I couldn’t put into words
after the funeral
stretching out
in my childhood bed
dregs at the bottom
of my teacup
taste of sugar
of the parlor clock
due for a haircut –
how many more
on this old head?
talking things out –
a iron bench
too cold for sitting
death rattle –
that brief flutter
as the candle’s blown out
reading the label –
the old man’s pullover
inside out
that gay whistle –
a man rummaging
held together
by its label –
a crushed whiskey
bottle
bottle
forbidden to touch,
underfoot
our shadows mingle
Hollywood
laughfest –
ticket for one
books clutched
to her breast, the librarian
locks up
every word
he never spoke
night rain heavy;
sometimes light –
my loneliness
bitter words –
the harsh zip
far from home –
Jesus
in stained glass
a shade bluer than the sky –
the sliver of a moon’s
remainder
the old homestead –
a yardstick
taped to the kitchen jamb
the last rainbow fades
from the window prism
on my father’s
withered bicep –
on the high shelves,
her prized teapots,
never once stained by tea
outside the funeral parlor
an old man
leans on a broom
skin and bones,
my father
buried in the root-veined ground
as if from the earth’s belly,
the moon rises
the waitress
misplaces her pencil
in her bun
mailbox in distress –
the red flag
upside down
rainy day –
wandering a house
going by,
the one moon,
a hundred different names
on the list of repairs,
the stain of the mechanic’s
fingerprints
chatting with a neighbor;
his name eludes me
but the dog is Jack
but the dog is Jack
a solitary tea –
the soft punk
pine grove –
the slant of the hills,
the verticalness of trees
same smell of tobacco
on their clothing –
my son, late father
pallbearer –
hands full,
I taste my tears
heated argument –
the silence
3 am –
the traffic light
changing for no one
tea with a spinster aunt –
the old house complains
of my presence
softly I depart
my mother
will she, I wonder,
outlive me?
dry thunder –
God’s chair scraping
heaven’s floor
after a spat –
sharing
the old homestead –
a chin-up bar on the door
to my room
cold shoulder –
the silence
of her heart-shaped tattoo
dawn stirrings –
my neighbor
cranks his truck
light rain –
a truck rolls by
on the rural road
flag ceremony –
the old vet’s uniform
hangs loosely
bridge night –
trying to remember our last
passionate kiss
asked to stand,
the new boy in class
studies his shoes
a porch board’s
lament
morning zazen –
the hum
of the Frigidaire
guttering candle –
low in the west,
hiking the mountain –
at every turn,
its lonely immensity
work day over –
my shadow folded
against the barn door
toddler to dodderer –
walker to walker,
the seven ages now
lowering
the farmer’s body
the old farmer roams
his apple orchard;
the trees no longer bear
Saturday night –
the old bachelor
presses his Sunday shirt
presses his Sunday shirt
the hollow knocking sounds
boarding a rowboat
threat of rain;
a peal of thunder rolls
the length of the sky
one foot in their own –
those gathered
at my uncle’s grave
exit stage left;
the man in the moon
twilight stillness –
on the porch, the steady rocking
of Grannie’s chair
dust upon the bric-a-brac;
the widow asks after
her late husband
slicing
through a field of stars –
homestead cemetery;
how deep in the clay
does title go?
hand to his heart,
the elderly Jew
speaks of Jerusalem
the cries of unseen gulls;
a tugboat
a tugboat
parts the river's mist
mountain campsite –
only back in civilization
barn dance, to and fro
across the neck –
the rosined bow
travelers still catch
the Greyhound there –
the boarded-up diner
the stillness of the lake
quietens
rumble of thunder;
the weathercock wheels
to face an approaching storm
my father’s eyeglasses –
bent to the shape
of his head
always hazy now,
the moon –
evening traffic roars by;
at the sharp curve,
brake lights flare
freeway flat tire –
sand in the trunk
from our beach vacation
windy day –
tree shadows
animate the underbrush
winds howl,
the moon
un-budged
another birthday;
we have the same father –
the morning star and I
along the fence shadow,
racing –
a shadow squirrel
another birthday;
same age -
the morning star and I
prairie gloom;
a radio tower’s
distant lights
midnight express –
signals flare
at the empty crossings
the old vet’s
purple heart;
purple heart;
ribbon faded to mauve
on spindly legs
the wooden bridge
wades upstream
grandpa's fiddle -
to and fro,
the blue tick's tail
rain lets up –
reflections
in the lake
become
clear again
rain
lets up –
a mist
moves in
from
across the pond
free of
the grove,
my ears add a roar
to the brisk
wind
workers
gathered
at
the factory gate;
light
rain falling
small
plane –
a
white cross
in the
blue sky
boarded up
Shell station -
regular $1.09
boarded up
Shell station -
regular $1.09
call to prayer –
the pulled rope,
the pealing bell
so loud!
shooting, dribbling
in the empty gym
leaving a white furrow –
a jet plowing
the vast blue sky
boarded-up theatre –
letters missing
from the marquee
day-long rain;
I organize
my watercolors
grandpa’s fiddle –
to and fro,
the blue tick’s tail
toting it home with me –
the mountain
solitude
always out of plumb –
my portrait
in Mom’s hallway
rainy day –
inside the window,
a bottle fly’s buzz
my uncle’s burial –
the mourners huddle
under two umbrellas
solitary
nights –
the same old
moon
Ryokan
couldn’t give away
after the
rainstorm –
daubs of
sunset
in the
oyster shell drive
daybreak –
the
multifarious clangor
of a garbage
truck
a vesper
sparrow
on the gate
post
surveys its
kingdom
just another
stony field –
wrens
flitting about
the
graveyard
day long
rain –
my breath
fogs the
window
having leapt
the fence –
a whitetail
deer
among the
cattle
mountain
aerie –
somewhere in
the valley,
a church
bell tolls
vast silence
–
moonlight
stills the
sylvan glade
morning worship –
a gray squirrel
praying on a fence post
down the valley one side,
over and up the other –
cloud shadows
creaks and murmers –
a north wind this morning
rummaging through the pines
crow
on a bare branch –
eyeing me
I rarely go there –
the end of the gorge
where the sun never shines
where the sun never shines
after the storm –
the sky
a celebratory blue
wielding an axe –
someone deep
in the hardwoods
dousing the last lamp,
moonlight pours
through a vaulted window
after the night storm -
the wet street
reflects the sunrise
a rickety fence; a broken gate
welcome me
to the hidden glen
light rain;
in the hardwood glade,
foraging deer
leaving a white furrow –
a jet plowing
the vast blue sky
cloud cover in the west
smears the sun’s
cadmium glare
awakening
to the grumble of thunder;
the rain’s patois
silent night;
Venus in the east,
brighter than a star
up from the glen,
a sudden
cacophony of crows
spring day –
red wagon;
a child pulling a child
dropping
into the treetops,
the moon turns gold
setting sun –
along the river,
shadows climb the trees
overgrown meadow;
grasshoppers flee
my strides
clear night;
a half-moon punting
through a sea of clouds
day-long rain;
the evening’s
drenched silence
blue sky
around and through
a transparent moon
boating the oars;
the moon
recovers its roundness
through the pines,
a westering sun
walks me to the river
only when I feel
no one is listening
do I sing for You
hot afternoon;
a light shower comes
tiptoeing across the pond
fly fishing;
the sun
turns the river into light
taking its time –
the moon
to cross the pond
from the lake,
rising –
a dust-caked moon
full moon;
my footsteps
on the empty street
above the desertscape,
the moon
holding water
free of the grove,
my ears lend a roar
to the wind
a break in the rain;
the sun a white daub
in a gray sky
sundown;
silver moon
above the eastern pines
rain lets up;
reflections clear
along the shore
translucent with sunlight,
the cocked ear
of a whitetail deer
sunset;
through the trees,
flecks of gold
a shingled beach;
moonlight
crunching under my sandals
a friend’s burial;
my long shadow
touches a nearby grave
turning off the main road;
now it’s just
the moon and me
sunrise;
the yellow
of my morning eggs
pure blue sky;
a thumbprint
moon
an old lover’s burial;
I stand apart
from the others
a full moon
silvers the edges
of the drifting clouds
same colorings –
pine bark,
the house sparrow
fig tree shadows
fly away –
three crows
Mother’s parlor clock;
the silence
between chimes
lonely evening;
thunder
rattles the windows
quiet morning;
my street
ending in fog
sunset –
pink-tinged,
the trail of a jet
bickering –
my old house
with the rain
a fork in the road;
the moon and I
part ways
in a high haze,
the silver blur
of a quarter moon
asked directions,
the farmer
strokes his beard
in the stillness of my room,
tree shadows
stirred by the wind
its head tilted to one side –
the moon,
not quite full
her name on the marble;
birth and death,
the space between
after the storm,
floating –
the imperturbable moon
morning walk;
in the treetops,
the coming day
ah, the moon!
in a patch of sky
above my street
after the night storm -
the wet street
reflects the sunrise
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